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Monday, March 29, 2010

There is a place in this world which no one else but you can fill.
Jigsha Desai 
i like to be alone.we all need some time to be alone.time for ourselves.masa bermuhasabah orang kata.masa untuk menilai perbuatan kita,amalan kita dan pencapaian kita.tak kisah la dari segi akademik ke..hidup ke..keluarga ke..cinta ke..hubungan dengan kawan2 ke..dan yang paling penting sekali amalan untuk bekalan ke Akhirat nanti. kali ni bukan nak cerita pasal yang last tuh.saya ni tak mahir lagi nak berbicara dan berbahas masalah.diri sendiri pun masih tenggelam timbul.masih berjalan,berlari.masih mencari.i AM learning. =) ok..hari ni nak cerita pasal S.E.N.D.I.R.I. bersendirian. berseorangan. keseorangan. alone macam lone ranger.hehe..


pada pendapat saya, ni pendapat saya la kan.pendapat awak, haa..itu yang kita tak tahu. pada saya, sendiri ada macam2 jenis sebenarnya. memang la orang cakap awak jalan sorang2, sendiri la tu. tinggal berasingan dari ibu ayah,sendiri jugak tu.makan kat bilik sorang2, sendiri tu.nanti awak mati, masuk kubur, kena soal..lagi sendiri nak jawab tu.hehe..TAPI..(ya..ada tapi di situ),tapi macam mana dengan orang yang tak tinggal sendiri, selalu je kat tempat yang penuh dengan orang tapi dia rasa yang dia masih bersendirian.


mungkin luaran kawan2 nampak dia bergelak tawa,bergumbira laksana esok balik Malaysia lagaknya (perumpamaan ini sesuai untuk pelajar Malaysia yang berada di negara Asia bermula huruf I ye tuan2 dan puan2).luar punya la gelak sakan, dalam hati dia siapa yang tahu.haa..Allah SWT je yang tahu tau.tau.tau.mungkin dia sedang bersedih akibat kehilangan kucing tersayang.atau mungkin sedang merindui ayam masak lemak cili padi air tangan ibunya.atau sedang mengenang duit JPA yang lambat lagi nak masuk.haih~ (-_-")


kesimpulannya, bila kita tengah dalam keramaian pun, perasaan sendiri tu boleh datang menjengah.tiba2 je rasa macam dah takde kawan dalam dunia ni dah.tiba2 rasa jauh je dari semua orang.tiba2 rasa semuanya tak kena.kita berusaha la macam2 sebab nak jaga hati semua orang,tapi orang tetap nak marah dan salah2 kan kita. lagi pula dah dekat2 nak exam ni..(tau pun.tak reti nak offline dan study ke siti??*ketuk kepala*).semua orang dah mula fikir hal sendiri.yaa~saya tahu awak nak exam.saya ni tak exam la pulak kan?


bila time2 macam ni, mula la orang nak tarik muka.bibir tu,susah betul nak nampak senyum.mata tu asyik nak menjeling je.sabar ye kawan2.sabar ye siti.sikit je lagi..da half way to degree..sabar2..saya bercakap bukan nak menuding jari.memang benda ni jadi di mana2.yang paling best sekali,saya pun macam tu.tak kata pun saya tak buat kan? haha ;P sesungguhnya,saya lebih mengenal diri saya daripada orang lain.sendiri mau ingat laa..


give a break to yourself


haa..kalau nak bersendiri atas sebab2 macam exam macam ni,saya memang suka.sebab saya jenis tak reti nak study group.memang tak paham la.rasa bengap yang amat macam tenuk pening kena lempang lima kali la kalau buat study group.lihat betapa lampinya saya.hoho.so saya suka belajar sendiri2 time nak exam camni.(sekali lagi,sila offline dan study siti~*piat telinga*) tapi,ramai jugak yang suka belajar sama2.cara masing2 la ye..


tapi kadang2,kita rasa sendiri yang teramat,walaupun kita berteman.walaupun tengah ramai2.rasa macam kena reject dengan semua orang,macam dah takde tempat untuk kita kat situ. kalau la sampai tahap tu sekali, korang kena ingat yang Bumi Allah ni luas..PASTI.MESTI. ada tempat untuk diri kita.and actually "they" who made you feel like you're not worthy,well actually they don't deserve you.tak kisah la as friend ke,as girlfriend/boyfrend ke..waima apa sekalipun..usah dilayan.buang masa je.kita bagi susu, dia balas tuba.kau campak je ular kat dia, biar kena patuk, mati sebab bisa.(AMARAN:ini adalah metafora semata.SILA JANGAN lakukan aksi ini di rumah)


in a nutshell, walau apa definisi sendiri pada pandangan anda,jangan biar hidup anda diselubungi misteri~cehh..apa daa~~misteri pulak.ok2.apa pun.kalau tiba2 rasa sendiri tu..mesti ada rasa sayu.carilah kawan,call la mak,borak dengan adik.cakap la apa pun..insyaAllah hilang.kalau tak hilang,mesti berkurang..tak surut2 jugak..haa..pegila solat taubat..ada la yang kurang tu..hee~~












p/s: #1-aku tak suka sendiri yang buat aku sakit hati dan rasa nak mati =(


yummy!yummy!yummy!

       #2-aku kena beli coklat cadbury ni.exam dah dekat.pressure dah asyik2 jengahkan muka je 





it's better like the way it is

Friday, March 26, 2010

to understand everything is to forgive everything -Buddha
tout comprendre est tout pardonner. french sounds more catchy. haha!hmm..it's a good quote actually. ok. i know my exam is knocking my door, waiting for me to open it.ohh i just want to say this thing while it's still in my system. i came across this quote in tumblr. and i kind of..making myself to think of it.behind the words, thousands of meanings hidden.i know it's just a simple,straight-forward quote. and yet still, wars here and there and everywhere in this world. it goes to me too. i hold grudge on things people did to me.i don't care who they are. if u messed up with me, you should never show yourself in front of me.never.again.


actually to think of it, this quote has the same meaning with rukun iman keenam iaitu percaya qada' dan qadarNya. or in simpler words, ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian. when something happened, a very bad thing like we lost our child, or someone had broken into our house.we tend to be angry, mad and furious. sometimes we even blame Him.why did He chose you.why not someone else?we never understand why this thing happened. this is when we have to remember that the incidence because of something. there's must be a reason behind it.something good for us. then comes the quote : to understand everything is to forgive everything. let it go and forgive those who made us mad.




i just watched my name is khan last wednesday. well, as i stated before, you have to forgive everything before you understand. the same goes to mandira (kajol).she had to let go his dead son to achieve her own happiness with rizvan (shah rukh khan).she had to forgive him cause it's not his fault.hmm...however my friends,i realised that i just can't apply this in my very own life in some particular matters. because they hurt me so much that i could barely believe that i could be happy once more.it felt like i had been cursed or something. what a silly thought.well you see,i felt like it was a recurrent trauma because same things keep on happening to me over and over again.sometimes back then i even thought that i was bringing bad, and very bad luck to people around me that i tried to shunt myself away.huhu.. 


but i still believe in qada' and qadar.i know and i assure that i realise lots of things that happened to me and the reasons.i realise how i am changing now.even though there were some tough times that nobody would imagine happened to me, and there they were.standing behind my back and beside me holding my hands to reassure me everything's gonna be alright.that it's ok if i did this and that.i am a bad and naughty girl..(i CAN'T say i was a bad and naughty girl cause i'm not very sure if i've been good enough.) thank you for lending your ears to listen to me.thank you for lending your shoulder for me to cry on.thank you for lending hands that holding mine tightly and giving me strength to face the world.thanks for all the hugs that had soothed my heart.thanks for everything to everyone.i AM trying to change.so please bear with me a little longer.and thanks for that too.i can't repay for all the kindness that had been done to me.


for those who hurt me before, or hurting me right this moment, or will hurt me later (which we'll never know), whether i'll forgive you but i'll never forget or i'll forget but will never forgive you.it's either one.i'm sorry not to  be able to forgive and forget because my memories are filled with unpleasant experiences since childhood. and you just made my life worse by hurting me.so..NO i can't change this side of me.or i'll be hurting myself and the people i love.i am happy this way.and it's the best path that i ever chose.i know i will never regret this whenever i look back.=)




















p/s: if to understand everything,i have to forgive everything
then i choose NOT to understand anything.. =)

pffttt~

Wednesday, March 24, 2010




SLEEPY





P/S:kemalasan yang mendewa

panas (-_-")

Monday, March 22, 2010

DO NOT BUTT IN BOLEH TAK??? KAU SANGAT SEMAK DAN ANNOYYYYYYYING!! BERAMBUS!

=)

Sunday, March 21, 2010

ohhhh..tadi celik je mata terus ym dengan kawan.kat malaysia.dah nak masuk 2 tahun tak jumpa. lama gila tak borak dengan dia. Allah saja yang tahu rindunya saya pada dia =). for the first time in 2 years we could really have a conversation. and i haven't see her in 2 years too. a lot of things had happened then.so just now we kind of catching up secara summary je la kan.huhu. ohhh..it was a very tough time for her. she's doing medic too you see.third year in egypt. but she had to come back and study in Malaysia (which she had to start from the first year again)because her mom had an accident and was treated for cervical spondylosis.(spondylosis to put in simple words is the breakdown of vertebrae. which in this case is cervical vertebra. if you're not familiar with medical term.cervical is pertaining to the neck).ok. the good thing is this beautiful and amazing girl has started  to wear tudung. Alhamdulillah..but then.she broke up with her bf.for me the reason for the break up is unacceptable. what was the reason?biarlah between saya dan dia sahaja.tak baik buka aib orang.berdosa. she's moving on. good for her. even though it's really hard for her,but i can tell that she's coping with her predicament with excellence!go girl!! she's doing great.i'm proud of her.i have no doubt in her.may she be blessed by all happiness to face the world..Ameen~


we exchange gift last time we met (2008)

homesick =(

Friday, March 19, 2010


i wanna go back! i wanna go back! i wanna go back!i just wanna go back! pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ i'm pleading you..(err..who did i plead to?) ahhh~~i just don't care.i miss my mom.i miss my brothers and sister.i miss my friends. wuwuwuwuwu~~~ T_T 

i know i always tarik muka when my mom starts babbling how lazy i am at home.i  know i hate my brothers because they are the laziest creatures on earth so they will never help me doing the chores.i know i really,totally and absolutely dislike my sister because she just as lazy as me and she always being selfish.

but i just miss them.BADLY.i wanna go home..

i miss talking to my mom.listen to her complaining about the works.about the house chores.about the siblings who never help.about everything.i hate to say this but i just miss Adam and Ewan who love to menyakat adik2. how i miss Amat's husky voice which i guess must have changed since he's reaching his puberty in like a year or two.or has he reached his puberty already?err..i don't know.and i have to admit that i actually miss Imah. though she's such a pain in the ass.i like her.A LOT. 

Ibu with Uncle Ronald

Adam Maleeq

Idris Ridwan

Muhammad Nur Zein & Siti Fatimah

i know even though they hate whenever i'm at home,they still want me to be there.maybe just to cook for them.or doing the laundry.or scrubbing the toilet.i don't care.at least they miss me for something.   

and i miss SHOPPING!!i don't care if i don't have cash in my pocket.i couldn't care less.at least i can do some window shopping.meet my old friends.whatsoever laa kan..

sangat suka pergi bandar naik bas

makan durian!!




IBU~~~~KITA NAK BALIK!!!!!!




p/s: biasalah tu..dah dekat2 exam ni,mulalah.. =)

ohhh encik EXAM dah nak sampai!!


p/s: i am so dead.can someone please remind
me again why did i choose this course? 

technologies~~

Monday, March 15, 2010

haihhh..i owed you guys 2 posts ok.when i have the time and ideas.i'll come back to the topics.alright?alaa..it's my blog.so it's up to me when and what to write.no argue. ;P

anyway, i just got myself a tumblr account. i don't know why.but..let's say,i just want to try everything.you can say anything you want.make all speculations you can, but you can't stop me from doing what i feel like doing.hahaha!!

ohh..if you don't like my writing, or my blog, or my language, please don't be shy to click the tiny X button above. thank you. =)

not talking.not looking.not listening to any of you.

RESULT ohh RESULT~~

Sunday, March 14, 2010

11th March 2010. result for SPM'09 had been announced! tiba2 flashback balik masa SPM'05 punya result keluar on 13th March 2006 pulak.hehe.. rasa kelakar pun ada jugak.mana tak nya. 2-3 minggu sebelum result keluar dah mimpi pelik2. dulu time PMR pun macam tu jugak.mimpi result semua B.tup tap tup tap alhamdulillah semua A.syukur ke hadrat Ilahi atas kurniaan nikmatNya. tapi nak tunggu keputusan SPM ni, bukan mimpi dah, tahap dah tak boleh tido dah.dulu nak tunggu result SPM aku dengan cousin aku Faridatulsaftiah kerja dekat mcD Kluang.dah selamat kahwin dah pun dia.anak pun dah keluar sorang..aku bila lagi? ibu!!!kita nak kahwin jugak!!TEEEETTTTT~kalau ibu baca ni mampos aku!haha~ok2.kami ni sebaya.memang best friend sejak dari alam rahim lagi.birthday pun jarak 11 hari je.obviously aku yang tua 11 hari tu.sebab tu aku lagi tinggi dari dia.hak3!jangan marah ye tiah.kita kan da agree aku kakak sebab aku lagi tinggi dari kau.hua3!ok.lain kali aku cerita la pasal cousin aku ni ok.right now,i'm going to tell u guys about my result.


since usually we worked in the same shift, people could see the difference in our behaviour. but to their surprise, tiah ni amatlah tiada berperasaan dengan keputusan yang nak keluar dah lagi berapa hari tu.dia maintain dengan perangai gila2 dia tu.lain pulak ceritanya dengan aku. biasanya aku ni sangatlah menjaga standard dan nama baik sekolah aku.al-maklumlah aku ni dulu sekolah dekat SBP elit.nak tak nak kena la maintain standard.orang perhatikan kelakuan kita.bandingkan kita dengan remaja lain yang sebaya dengan kita tapi bersekolah di sekolah harian biasa. haa..so,korang semua boleh agak la kan macam mana aku treat orang sekeliling aku waktu tu.baik dan sopan santun dengan penuh lemah gemalai macam ikan keli masak gulai je lagaknya.perlu anda semua ingatkan bahawa terdapat semua jenis lapisan masyarakat dari segenap pelusuk Kluang yang bekerja di mcD tu. sesungguhnya makcik yang tinggal setaman dengan aku pun kerja kat situ tau.


nak dijadikan cerita.result SPM keluar lagi 2 hari.cuti pun sudah di'approved' oleh manager.lepas tu orang yang tak berperasaan dalam mcD tu menyakat2 aku yang tengah macam setengah nyawa habis nak melalui hidup yang tak sanggup nak lalui lagi dah.habis aku bantai mengamuk dengan kakak and abang2 yang sememangnya aku tau kuat menyakat dan selama ni aku tak kisah pun.lepas tu ada hati nak suruh aku pujuk diorang plak.aikk??siapa yang patut kena pujuk ni?aku tak pujuk pun.xP jangan harap.diorang kena sembur lagi pulak dengan makcik2 kat situ sebab ganggu aku yang tengah dalam dilema nak menerima nasib hidup aku yang tak tentu arah tuju tu.cehh..drama la pulak.geli aku der!!!tiah tukang gelak je.makcik gila yang sorang ni memang camtu.huhu. (tiah,aku rindu kau babe.kirim salam muah2 kat darwish dari aunty lola dia k?)


so the next day aku pun chow la balik ke JB.macam burung pulang ke sarang.macam telefon pulang ke gagang.errkk!!sirih pulang ke gagang la.(-_-") aku lepak rumah ex-dormate aku,azlin.aku rasa kalau malam tu mak dia tak suruh tidur,untuk kesekian malamnya mungkin aku tak tidur.haha~esoknya,firstly her parents brought us to have breakfast.rasanya bukan setakat rasa pasir,macam batu bata pun ada.rasa macam tanah gambut lalu esophagus aku ni pun ada.=) lepas tu,kami pun dah kena berangkat laksana menanti hukuman gantung dijatuhkan lagaknya.pucat muka aku.DUP DAP DUP DAP!!~pergggghhhh!!! der!tadi jantung aku rasanya berdegup secara normal lagi.ni tak tahan dah.rasa nak muntah semua roti telur dengan mee goreng tadi,haishh..palpitation aku ni tak dapt nak describe lagi.aku rasa macam semua large blood vessels yang connect my heart tak dapat nak tampung lagi contraction of heart tu sampai terputus!hahahaha!! lawak betul la aku time tu.aku blank.rasa kalau ada orang bagi penampar secupak pun aku tak sedar kot.hehe.


muka korang akan jadi macam ni bila tunggu result ;P


sampai sekolah jumpa la kawan2 semua.hilang sekejap rasa nak mati tu.huhu.tak abis lelah aku ada orang datang bagitau yang result dah keluar.ambikkkkk kau!!terketar2 patela aku.aku nak pakai sandal pun dah macam orang yang ada cerebrum connection problem je.pakai sandal kanan kat kaki kiri,kiri pakai kat kaki kanan.hahaha!namun ku gagahi langkah ini.menanti saat kepala dipancung.T_T (tadi gantung.ni pancung pulak.macam2 hukuman.padahal nak ambik result SPM je.haha!) jalan laju2 pegi bilik mesyuarat.bajet nak cover ketar,konon excited depan kawan.dalam hati aku dah meraung2 dah.;P hehe.kat situ ikut kelas.gilir2 ambik result.alamak..encik jamal la yang jaga.aku pun masuk slow2.dia pandang aku.pastu dia buat muka tak puas hati.adusss~aku stop.pastu berkira2 nak patah balik.sekali cikgu panggil aku.aiyark!macam mana ni.."alamak cikgu.tak jadila.tak ready la.kejap lagi saya ambik"cikgu dengan tak berperasaan menjawab"jangan nak lari.tak payah.ambik result awak ni,pastu baru pegi." =( melangkah lah aku mendekati kertas yang ade list keputusan student tuh.TAK MAU!!!!


fighterS 0105


alhamdulillah.tak sangka aku..memanglah ada yang kurang puas hati sikit tapi.yang penting aku bersyukur.yang tak puas hati tu memang kena kutuk untuk masa yang lama jugak la dengan abang aku.hahahaha!maklumlah.BM tak dapat A1.memang kena la..alaa der~aku orang jawa.nasib baik A.ada orang tak dapat A tu macam mana?lagi kesian der~peghhh!!relief tau tak?haihhhhhh!!!!Allah je yang tau perasaan aku time tu.rasa sayang lagi sikit je nak straight A1.tapi alhamdulillah.boleh la tu.haha!yang penting aku rasa beban dalam hati aku,atas kepala aku da lepas!tiba2 aku rasa berlumba2 oxygen masuk lalu hidung aku.hoho.lepas tu terus call ibu.


petang aku balik.relax je.naik bas sampai Taman Desa.ibu nak jemput kat bus station.aku tak kasi.aku kata nak balik sendiri.time tu aku dah start fikir lepas tu nak buat apa semua.kenang balik penat lelah aku belajar,kira wang ringgit ibu habiskan untuk aku.ingat semula doa2 dari keluarga,kawan2 dan doa aku sendiri.sungguh..Allah Maha Pemurah. terima kasih TUHAN.tambah lagi satu hutang aku pada Yang Esa. insyaAllah akan aku bayar dengan bakti pada keluarga,masyarakat dan negara saat ijazah dalam genggaman nanti. =)


saat ini,tika jari jemari menari2 di atas kekunci,debaran itu datang lagi seakan2 aku kembali ke sana.memori yang sudah elok terlipat di sudut minda.sudah berdebu.tapi,saban tahun,acapkali keputusan adik2 seperjuangan diumumkan,degup jantung aku pasti tak terarah.aahhh~~indah memori silam sememangnya bisa menggamit kita untuk menoleh buat kesekian kalinya.=) it must be different experience among us.no doubt.but the feeling must be the same.kepada semua yang belum dan akan menghadapi SPM.akak tak mau wish good luck SPM,tapi akak wish good luck ambil result SPM ok? ;P


ok la.sebelum aku end kan entry yang melampau2 panjang ni.just want to share with you guys,sekolah aku top 5 sekolah terbaik. STFians!!!!aku bangga dengan korang!terbaik la!!maintain weh!! sila berdiri dan nyanyi lagu sekolah. X)  untuk koleq.jangan kecewa.cuba lagi tahun depan ye?kalau tak senior korang marah nanti~ (adin~jangan marah STF top5..hihi ;P)


aku srikandimu








p/s: terpengaruh dengan dialog shaheizy sam dalam adnan sempit.
tu yang banyak der (brader) tuh.haha!jangan marah ya~




nothing

Thursday, March 11, 2010

BAAAHHHH!~gila bosan. i'm not in a nice mood. i mean like since my last entry. lost it somewhere along the way. entah apa masalahnya aku pun tak tau. usually i don't care what others say. biarlah mulut diorang nak mencarut, nak makan banyak2 sampai gemuk.yang penting aku kurus.hahaha~apa aku maki nih? (-_-"). seriously i realised this morning that i'm not in my usual spirit nearly for a couple of weeks.i'm soooo down. people talked and talked and talked. i listened.i just listened. you heard me talking? yeah sure.you heard lola talking. but did you listen to what she was trying to say? sometimes i feel i'm not needed here.i don't belong here.yeah. maybe.i think i'm just being paranoid. ok. fine. so what if i'm being paranoid. insecure and inferiority are my weaknesses.i admit  it. i always trying to be honest with everyone.at least i try. it's better to be clear so that people know where i stand, what i fear, and who i hate the most. hey, i am what i am.i don't want to be somebody else. 


know what? sometimes people wish they were someone else, who (they think) is luckier, or prettier, or wealthier, or healthier or more popular.ohhh come on!don't tell me it has never come across your mind. bullshit ahh! but to know the reality that this person who you wish to be is actually in pain too.who knows? kau rasa dia kaya.tapi dia menanggung sunyi. kau nampak dia cantik. tapi dia busuk hati. kau fikir dia bijak. tapi dia rupanya lupa diri. kau lihat dia sihat. hakikatnya dia sakit hati. mungkin ada segelintir yang merasakan hidupnya dah cukup. dah lengkap.ada paras rupa, ada wang ringgit, ada ilmu dunia sampai akhirat. tapi sedikit sebanyak mesti mintak lebih dari Tuhan.weyhh~ Allah Maha Kaya.Maha Sempurna.tak kan ada yang lebih sempurna dariNya. kita ni cuma hambaNya,pacal yang hina. bersyukurlah apa yang Allah dah kurnia. 


mungkin aku pun selalu terlintas kat hati aku yang dah tak berapa putih ni..yang alangkah bagusnya kalau aku jadi si polan. kan bagus kalau aku jadi macam anak si polan tu. tapi....bila fikir2 balik. ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian Allah tu. ada sebabnya aku dilahirkan sebagai Siti Khadijah, anak Mustapha Kamal dan Azizah (haa!pada siapa yang tak tahu nama sebenar lola,now dah tahu kan?;P). aku mengerti ada alasannya kenapa dilahirkan pada 16 September 198* (saja promote birthday sendiri.DUSH! hadiah jangan lupa!tahun 8 puluh berapa,haa itu pandai2 kira sendiri ;P).bila aku dah faham.dah tahu siapa aku. makanya, aku selalu ingatkan diri aku yang aku perlu bersyukur dengan kurniaan Allah. so lain kali each time aku rasa macam nak "ish..kan best jadi macam *tuuuuutttt*" aku mintak sahabat handai rakan taulan,silalah bagi penampar sedas dua sikit eh? mungkin korang boleh ketuk aku dengan senduk ke. atau sumbat kasut dalam mulut nih. (-_-") apa aku mencarut nih??





yaaawwww!!~bila da merepek meraban sedikit rasa beban tuh terlepas la jugak..bagus jugak blogging nih ek?hmm..aku rasa aku selalu melalut. lain aku nak cerita, lain yang aku bebelkan.tak apa la..at least i'm blogging.tak ada la blog ni terbiar sepi macam teratai layu di tasik madu.eh?apakah??sudahhh~~


actually..what i'm trying to say is be someone who you think you are. in other word, or in the most simple way to rephrase it : be yourself. you are good in your own body. in your own way. find the good in you. you'll be fine. =)






p/s: next post ---> i'll be prattling about people that i..not hate..well,what's the best word..hmm..ok.people that i DISlike to hang around with..uuuu~~







idiot! kau sangat BUSUK!!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

GO AWAY YOU MORON! I HATE YOUR FACE.DON'T YOU DARE LOOKING AT ME WITH THAT LOOK! IT IS  SO DISGUSTINGJUST GET THE HELL OUT OF MY SIGHT!YOU BIG FAT ASS PRETENDER! YOU PLAY NICE IN FRONT OF ME. YOU TALK BAD OF ME BEHIND MY BACK. BIG LIAR. HEY! YOU DON'T GIVE ME A SINGLE DAMN PENNY FOR ME TO LIVE. SO SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH!! YOUR BREATH STINK! DON'T DARE TO TALK TO ME. SO WHAT IF I'M A DEVIL? YOU AIN'T ANGEL EITHER. GET LOST! IF YOU FEEL JEALOUS OR YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE FAT, SO GET OVER IT YOURSELF. DON'T BRING ME ALONG TO SUFFER WITH YOU! BUY A WEIGHT SCALE AND DIET. GO DO SOME EXERCISE SO YOUR GIANT ASS WILL FIT INTO A SIZE 0 JEAN! DON'T DRAG ME ALONG BECAUSE I AM NOT FAT LIKE U! LEAVE ME ALONE! DON'T SAY THINGS LIKE YOU ARE SOME SAINT BUT YOU ACT LIKE A SLUT. WHY DO YOU LIKE BITCHING ABOUT OTHERS AND MAKE THEIR LIFE FEEL LIKE A HELL IS A HEAVEN FOR THEM! GO EAT DOG'S CRAP LAA!! DON'T GIVE ME PIECE OF SHIT OK. ASSHOLE~
 
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