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Thursday, March 24, 2011

yup.that's me!bonjour everyone~it's a lovely morning to start with.and i am stealing a couple of minutes from my precious time, since i am in an absolute busy period of the semester, just to share some thoughts with you guys.a couple of minutes la sangat kan.hehe.

anyway,i never thought that being a 3rd year medical student would be as busy as this.i mean with UTS (Ujian Tengah Semester) in less than two weeks, having MAISEN'11 next week with me as Ketua Biro Acara & Protokol, and Olymphiart'11 next month with me handling the cosplay contestants from KPBI students, to add up my madness,minor thesis title has to be submitted this coming Monday if i plan to use my own title.*though actually Dr. Lulu is the one who suggested me the title ;P.since she rejected my original title.sedih :(*and i haven't contact Dr.Gaga to consult Bagian Nutrisi over the title.

tambah lagi dah lama tak call ibu.and ibu pun busy and tak call me,so i'm a bit depressed with the fact that i dah lama tak borak with my own mom.apatah lagi adik-beradik.hailoh.dah la setengah tahun tak balik.orang lain dah berkali2 balik Malaysia.tak apalah..ini semua sementara.

nak menangis pun tak sempat sebab takut buang masa.hahaha.kelakar.sini jela tempat nak melepas perasaan.=)

ok.a couple of minutes dah lama berlalu.rasa dah macam a couple of hours.wasted.adoyai~next time kita share lagi ok?*as bubbly as ever*

till next time,with lots and lots of love..au revoir!

it's just me

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

i won't lose to anybody.
i know i don't always win.
being the third child in family.
being a daughter seemed not enough to dad.
being a girl always invited sneers and jeers from the brothers.
so i fought them.
and i'm still fighting.
alhamdulillah,for the time being..
i'm winning.

i won't lose to anybody.
i know i don't always win.
consistently holding the second place.
never got passed my own best friend.
and i kept on trying.
Alhamdulillah,5A's were in grasp.

i won't lose to anybody.
i know i don't always win.
waiting for offer letter from my dream boarding school.
had to wait for 4 months.
Alhamdulillah,i was in i-don't-know-how-many intake.
i was an stfian.

i won't lose to anybody.
i know i don't always win.
people didn't like me much.
i was new.
i should not be there.
and i couldn't care less about others.
and i fought everything with my all might.
Alhamdulillah,i won the battle.
people recognized me.
they acknowledged my presence.

i won't lose to anybody.
i know i don't always win.
i cried.a lot.
school did take its toll on me.
i did not dare to give up.
nor disappointing my mom.
so i got up and faced life once more.
Alhamdulillah,11A's was my best achievement.

i won't lose to anybody.
i know i don't always win.
patience was my best friend.
and tears were my hope
afraid was my only enemy.
waiting was a total hell.
Alhamdulillah,again i won.
India..wait for me..

i won't lose to anybody.
i know i don't always win.
drowned in my own fantasy land.
for the first time in my life i lost.
i never knew how to bounce back.
i lost my chance to fly off to India.
it was my own mistake.

i won't lose to anybody.
i know i don't always win.
so i kept on fighting.
and i was still crying.
i kept on walking.
i kept on living.
and i kept on breathing.
not for my own sake.
but for my mom's.

i won't lose to anybody.
i know i don't always win.
finally everything had been paid.
i was on the track back.
here i am.
pursuing my very dream.

i won't lose to anybody.
i know i don't always win.
suffocating.suffering.
nothing can pull me back.
yes i know my attainment aren't glorious.
but i'm proud of myself.
for pushing the limit.
for bearing with every pain.
for never giving up.
Alhamdulillah..

so let me be clear..
i know i don't always win.
but i won't lose to anybody.
and not even to you.


love loving you =)





khas buat para isteri & bakal isteri..(untuk suami & bakal suami juga)

Monday, March 14, 2011

bon soir!tadi tengah lipat baju sambil dengar lagu kat phone.tiba2 terkeluar this one song which i haven't heard for quite a long time..Permata Untuk Isteri by Kopratasa.*smiling ear to ear* i just couldn't stop smiling.hee~*still smiling*hello!you haven't got married la..don't get carried away ok?ya la..not yet la kan..nanti besok2 i kahwin la..haha~


sangat menyentuh hati daku..awww~please excuse my mushiness tonight.haha..oh come on.all ladies out there..don't feel embarrassed to admit your own feeling..hee~and to all gentlemen out there..you guys might seem harsh at the outside,but all you need is a humble,obedient and loving wife kan?kan?kan?tak nak mengaku?ishh tak baik tipu.. ;P

to be honest,i will do EVERYTHING to make my husband (in the future,of course) happy,insyaAllah..and i know that i,myself,am not perfect.however,i will try my best to become an excellent wife for my husband.and if not,at least i'll try to be the best wife for him =). i've been taught that syurga seorang wanita itu di bawah tapak kaki suami..and i once heard this particular hadith sounds like this:

Sabda Rasulullah s. a. w. yang bermaksud: " Jika sekiranya aku berhak menyuruh seseorang supaya sujud kepada seseorang yang lain, nescaya aku menyuruh para isteri sujud kepada suaminya. " 


insyaAllah,dipanjangkan umur dan jodoh kita dan pasangan masing2,marilah berusaha untuk menjadi pasangan yang soleh dan solehah,saling menyayangi dan saling menjaga diri.mungkin banyak cabaran dan rintangan..tapi kalau kita bersama2 berusaha menghadapi semuanya,insyaAllah..bahagia akhirnya..


i really want to share more with you guys,but i'm a little unwell..i apologize if this post seems a bit "hanging" or "rushing".let us all take a couple of minutes to enjoy the song and appreciate the beauty of the lyrics..


Telah ku siapkan satu daerah paling sunyi
Dalam hati ini untuk kau isi sebagai isteri
Untuk kau penuhi dengan kemuliaan seorang wanita
Untuk kau beri erti dengan kelembutan
Untuk kau hargai dengan kasih sayang

Ku ingin kau jadi wanita mulia
Yang tahu harga budi dan hati
Seorang lelaki bernama suami

Kerana engkau isteri
Ku ingin kau mengerti bahawa hidup ini
Tak semudah yang kita janjikan
Yang kita janjikan
Kerana kau isteriku







p/s: kuingin kau mengerti bahawa hidup ini
tak semudah yang kita janjikan..
yang kita janjikan,kerana kau isteriku..=)
HAPPY 143 DAY..1437~~<3

Nina yang cute ^_^

Sunday, March 13, 2011


hope she'll be fine..
don't play outside girl..
it's dangerous out there..
there is radiation problem going on there.
so be a good girl and grow healthy.
love you much!

no doubt..i absolutely agree with her..

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

"I think it would be nice to be able to wear extravagant hats, and gloves, and all these extravagant clothes and not be on the street and not be mocked for it or questioned why...If you wear a fantastic hat during the day in the street, people say 'where are you going?why are you dressed like that?'and it's maybe the most annoying questions in the world.Why do we have to have a reason to dress up or to be glamorous or to have fun?Why do we have to have a reason for it?I hate it when people ask me why.Why not?"

-Dita Von Teese-

my 2 cents..

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

life does not revolve around me.but MY life does.so do yours.

she might be thinking of you,but doesn't mean she likes you.she might be hating you,or she felt nothing.who knows.so let her be.

he might see me as a nuisance.yes,i might be a burden.and yet,he keeps on holding me in his arms while watching movies on the couch.i'm grateful for that.

they might say that we're not competent compared with them.but they aren't the best either..

life does not revolve around us.but this is my story.and this is my 2 cents..and i don't know about yours..


fly me to the moon

rasa nak terbang jauh dari sini..pulang ke bumiku..tapi inikan tanah asalku..=)

harus cuba terbang sendiri..
*BI Executive Hotel,Jakarta*
terbang walau patah sayapku..
*Liga Bola Jaring KUBI*
terbang jauh ke langit angkasa..
*Kawah Putih,Bandung*
biar bebas,rasakan angin yang menderu..
*penyokong The Contenders,Liga Futsal KUBI*
walau apa yang kusua,kan kugagahkan diri..
*Kencana,raptai majlis TSM*
andai gusar,andai takut,berhenti sesaat melatih minda..
*atas bumbung asrama,takut nak lompat ;)*
ingatkan diri,kenangkan teman yang sentiasa temani..
*backyard of Bale 4,he's sleeping*



p/s: drop me at the star if you couldn't fly me to the  moon..

hilang

Thursday, March 3, 2011

sorry..hilang kejap..sesat tak jumpa address blog.hehe..ok..i have a lot to share but i was a bit busy. apparently,my hands are still full.so will update when i have settled down a bit ok?however,i'm going to share a bit about few of my latest activities.=)

last week i had chy's visiting me.we had only a short moment to spend together over the dinner at Sierra, Dago Atas.it was a lovely view.owhh,i left my camera,so can't tell more.she'll upload the pictures later,when she's back in India.anyways..she got me and Adin a Hard Rock Cafe t-shirt each.so sweet right? ;) i miss her already.girl,go find yourself a good and handsome bf ok?

and,this weekend,wawa is coming!we gotta meet up ok?don't leave Bandung before you see me alright?hee~

ohh..now,we are busy from some students activities..it's some kind of sports carnival or something..we are against other batches..it's fun..and absolutely exhausting!i guess i've lost my stamina..gotta get it back soon.but here i am,blogging instead of step out for jogging or go to the gym nearby.aiyoooo lola..don't be such a lazy lady~

owhh..another good news!we won the 3rd place for netball match~yeay!we hardly practiced back then,haha!so we're cool for still getting a place.haha!

well that's all for now..till i find my way back here..au revoir!
 
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