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aku benci duit.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

hoho..title di atas sungguh penuh dengan penipuan dan kebohongan yang nyata untuk wanita materialistik macam aku.tak sesuai betul nak jadi tajuk entry yang ke-100 aku tapi tak apa la..aku tak tau nak letak apa sebenarnya.haha!tapi.memang time2 macam ni aku memang menyampah betul dengan objek bernama W.A.N.G ni..ye la..akibat dia bukan best friend aku,sekali lagi aku terpaksa menukar keputusan untuk tidak pulang ke kampung dalam taman [read:kampung halaman] yang tercinta.cehh..ye ye je tercinta.haha!oh..yang bikin pusing ni sebab most probably bulan 2 pun tak dapat balik.so meh sini jap nak buat announcement:

"kali ini dengan rasa blur2 di pagi ahad,aku mengumumkan untuk tidak pulang ke Malaysia sehingga tahun depan.sekiranya pointer aku sangat la buruk seperti hidup segan mati tak mahu,aku hanya akan pulang untuk beraya..sekian sahaja sari berita penting."

balik setahun sekali je?aku ni macam belajar kat middle east pulak.alang sepupu aku si nadiah yang belajar kat Alexandriah tu setahun ada la jugak 2 kali dia balik.aku yang kat sebelah Malaysia ni je pun tak balik2?haih..tengoklah.ada rezeki balik la aku.apa salahnya duduk kat sini pun.asal-usul nenek moyang aku pun dari sini jugak..hehe..tak kisah la aku dah bagitau kat ibu.she's ok with it.itu yang penting.aku homesick belakang cerita.apa susah,masuk toilet nangis.macam masa kat STF dulu.haha![sekali lagi,sila abaikan kisah aku menangis.]

menyesal?tidak pernah.kerana aku ada Ahmad Fakharuddin Kamil bersama.. =)




p/s: 1-nampak gaya plan trip to Bali maju selangkah untuk menjadi nyata! weeeee~ ;P
      
      2-eh..tahniah cik lola!!it's one hundred entries already!

berbelah bahagi

Saturday, October 30, 2010

morning~today i'll be going to Carrefour with Adin.we're planning to book flight tickets for Christmas holiday.hmm..tengoklah aku ni.exam dah dekat.slides tak pernah bukak.buku tak baca2.learning issues tak habis lagi.notes tak pernah sentuh.dah sibuk2 fikir pasal nak balik.aku sebenarnya confuse.duit nak simpan untuk menabung.menabung untuk apa?haa..untuk kegunaan masa depan aku yang cerah dan berbunga-bunga la.tapi aku nak balik jugak.jadi tak boleh la nk simpan dulu buat masa ni.(lepas masa ni insyaAllah aku boleh simpan.hehe.)lepas tu aku ni mula2 nak balik cuti februari nanti.tapi adin tak mau sebab dia kena handle sukan rakyat for batch.so aku pun decide tak nak balik jugak.sebab bila aku call mak aku nak tanya pendapat mesti end up aku tak payah balik,lebih baik aku jalan2 kat indonesia.and finally we plan to spend a few days in Bali.haa~tengok.macam mana aku nak simpan duit untuk masa depan.haha!mungkin itulah masa depan aku.huhu.

i kind of realise that i resemble my mom a lot.especially in financial status.we can't keep a decent saving.mesti ada je yang tak kena which need our attention and of course,money.ohh..maybe korang boleh fikir,tak payah la pegi shopping,tak payah la pegi vacation kat Bali tu sume.look.it's kind of therapy for me.i need these things so that i won't lose my head.(but my mom doesn't need all of these.her money are all spent on us.her 5 ungrateful children.haih~) i hate it when i lose my control and break down.like the other day during Bandung Games.oh..what a shame.bukan tak pernah nak deal with VVIP and VIP,selalu kot.memang dari kecil.tapi threshold level for my stress indicator memang dah lebih kot.huhu.ok.sila abaikan.sungguh malu apabila bercerita tentang aku menangis.adoyai~

so.ingat tak nak balik terus.ye la only come back for Eid.but then,aku takut break down lagi before aku balik nanti.ye la exam segala..plus dengan kawan2 kau semua balik.kau sorang2 dekat sini.hoi~tak kan la aku tak gila.mak aku awal2 dah cakap.dia datang time aku grad je.sedangkan kawan2 aku family dah berkali2 datang sini..wuwu~sedih jap.tapi nak buat macam mana.aku bukan orang kaya.eh salah.mak aku bukan orang kaya.tu laa..nenek moyang aku ni.duit banyak2 habis tabur kat orang kampung beli senjata nak lawan penjajah.bagus tu..tapi simpan la sikit untuk kegunaan keturunan korang.contohnya aku ni haa..wawawa~ok sila abaikan.sesungguhnya aku bersyukur kita akhirnya merdeka dari genggaman penjajah.terima kasih nenek moyang.hehe..

pagi2 dah merapu..kenapa ni lola?hmm..hati tak tenang la..kesimpulannya,aku balik jugak this december.even though aku sangat sure yang paling lama 3 hari aku ok duduk kat rumah and selebihnya sure bergaduh dengan Ewan and marah Imah and Amat,tapi nak buat macam mana..tak apalah balik dengan duit sendiri.ye aku tau korang kata tiket murah.tu murah untuk bapak korang yang pakai mastecard,platinum card tu semua.mahal la untuk aku yang hidup sekadar bergantung kat ehsan kerajaan ni.bukan macam korang,hujung bulan ada duit belanja tambahan mak bapak kasi.tak pun kalau duit scholar korang dah habis,korang gitau bapak korang,on the spot beliau bagi code number yang 10 tu untuk korang claim dekat western union tu..aiyyooo~~lantak lah.yang penting at least aku dapat ringankan beban mak aku sikit.=) ok la..cukup dulu.nak temankan adin jumpa dentist.lubang gigi dia time kecik2 dulu terbukak balik.nak pegi tampal semula,baru pegi Carrefour.huhu..ok..bye2~



p/s: kalau ada rezeki dapat ke Bali.Alhamdulillah..tercapai angan2 daku sewaktu kanak2 ribena dulu.. =)

Jakarta bebeh! Part 1 [EGBB]

Thursday, October 28, 2010

halo!halo!ni bukan lagu beyonce halo ye..ok.hari ni buat julung2 kalinya aku nak join a blog contest since i was tagged by Anum.nama contest ni ialah ENTRY GUA BEST BANGAT! dianjurkan oleh encik Hiro..pemilik blog Akal Tunjang. since i never entered any blog contest before,i really hope that i do it the right way.kalau salah tolong tunjukkan ye..haa..pada siapa2 yang terasa nak join,kalau sempat mehla memeriahkan suasana.nak join?haa..click here to get more info about the contest!


ala2 award Oscar..hehe




aku sebenarnya tengah dalam keadaan serabut dengan emosi yang tak menentu sebab kehadiran encik exam yang menggegar jiwa.rasa macam tak ada mood tapi atas dasar sayang dan menghargai usaha sahabat kesayanganku Anum Toink Toink,aku layan jugak walaupun sedar yang aku tak ada entry best2 nak tayang kat orang.huhu..thanks Anum..


haa..mintak maaf laa encik amir syahir yaakob.bukan niat nak kasi panjang2 intro nya,sekadar nak berkongsi rasa.ok2.memandangkan tak ada entry yang rasanya layak untuk dipertandingkan,saya sekadar menghantar kisah pengalaman percutian saya ke jakarta.oh ya..saya ni adrenaline junkie.itu sebab la saya pertaruhkan entry ni.sebab ni paling banyak adrenalin yang pernah saya dapat dalam satu hari..huhu..sila bersabar dengan entry yang panjang lebar,and please enjoy. =)


***

good morning people!ok.selamat hari jumaat.i'd like to talk about something that has been bothering me for the past couple of days.but i guess that can wait cause i've been malas on posting about my trip to jakarta.jadi,ayuh aku dulukan kisah adventure and then dah tak payah nak cerita2 lagi kan?aku malas nak fikir2 lagi.nak naik 3rd year ni banyak lagi nak fikir.huhu..ok.i'll try to make it short ok.here it goes..

finally we decided to go to Jakarta.in the morning we took the damri bus,a service like transnasional and plusliner in Malaysia but not up to that level laa..hehe..since the air conditioned bus was 3rd in the line and we were in a rush,so we just took the old bus which was first to go.siap stop kat tepi highway tu,the engine was too hot.tapi baru 1st trip.apakah??haha!menunjukkan betapa old school bas itu. ;P

sampai Dipatiukur,we took a taxi straight to Bandung Trade Center (BTC) where cipaganti traveller's center was located.luckily,we were able to change our departing time to an hour earlier.bought 2 chicken sandwiches and a large sized iced lemon tea and off we went..

we dropped off at Mangga Dua Square and began our hotel hunting.the plan was actually one hour turned out to be 2 hours.hajar had suggested a nice hotel indeed,but we found another affordable and nicer hotel.the most important thing,the hotel was nearer to Ancol!i'd say it would be the nearest hotel.untuk luar Ancol la..

sampai2.lepak2 dulu.that very night we went out to WTC,i don't know what does it stand for anyway.took our dinner at A&W.nak balik tapi hujan.so we waited and went back after hujan reda.sampai golek2 sambil tengok tv.then tidur dengan nyenyaknya.

the next day,we had breakfast together and started our adventurous journey to Dunia Fantasi or infamously known as Dufan~firstly we warmed up with rajawali.it was a bad choice cause it was already head spinning ride and we were spinning and screaming like banshee.haha!cop2..banshee is female kan?ok adin screamed like vampire then.haha!Addin Cullen..pergh~ok abaikan..hehe



lepas tu, we went to Perang Bintang.even though it was kinda childish but it was totally fun!!main 5-6 kali pun takpe..huhu.after that we played something that you could find in Genting.seats like swings and it would swing you around higher and faster.in Dufan it was called Ontang-Anting.then we walked further and found HALILINTAR!(in Genting:corkscrew) oh!oh!this one is mucho mucho scarier and more screams to hear!!naik DUA kali BERTURUT-TURUT!crazy right?memang adrenaline junkie habis la aku ni.but that was a request from my partner in crime.hehe~bagus.aku dah ada kawan yang sangap adrenaline rush gak.haha!


ketar lutut tak habis terus main Arung Jeram atau nama lainnya Flume Ride (if i'm not mistaken).this one you could find dekat Sunway Lagoon..best!!habis basah aku.adin tak kena pun.cisss kek betul~takpe.ayuh teruskan perjalanan.i saw the game that was currently considered as a phenomenon in Dufan,the notorious HYSTERIA~(apasal aku punya adjectives macam Dufan ni orang jahat?(-_-")sila abaikan.)but since my ally was still new to my "sweet drug",he asked to delay our "escape to the wonderland".ok.so we had a little adrenaline rush through Perahu Ayun.you know..the boat that swings.you could find both in Genting and Sunway Lagoon.but i would still give the award to Sunway Lagoon's.because it was fabulous.you guys should  try!but in Dufan it still tickled my tummy.so yes!it was fun!


then i,the one who had been craving for adrenaline rush festival for the day,was nauseated.haha!silly.it was noon already and we still had not take our lunch.and yet we wanted to play more!so we had a ride in Bianglala.a big round thing with lots of seats like gondola attached to it.this one was obviously boring but we rode it just to relax and view the whole place of Dufan before we went to McDonald for lunch.

spent around an hour in line because there were lots of people!weekdays pun ramai ke?sebab ada few companies buat family day.ada ke pergi Dufan?pergilah pantai sana..baru syiiookk~(ayat dengki.jangan layan.)so we sat on the bench by the river near the most thrilling game i ever experienced,TORNADO~seram tak?haha..sengal.ok2,we were eating sambil merancang the next adventure,savouring the sweetness of adrenaline rush through our veins..yumm yummy!frankly,we actually felt nauseous just by watching people being tunggang terbalik by the tornado.like ants kena goncang dalam botol.macam centipedes kena shake pun ada sebab kaki2 manusia itu tergantung2..eeuuuww~~

sambil mengumpul keberanian yang tersisa,kami melangkah lagi meneruskan pengembaraan!because there was a very long queue at the Niagara,we went to other places first.Niagara was like a boat and you would go down in a high speed and SPLASH!!hehe..ok2.before that we went to Rumah Miring.ohh memang mereng otak kau masuk sini..it's a house.tapi senget..macam bangunan yang runtuh.nanti rasa macam nak jatuh jalan dalam rumah tu..memang senget..haha!keluar dari situ masuk House of Glass Maze atau Lorong Sesat.tadela sesat mana pun.tapi ok la..



after that we had a cup ride~the ride name was Poci-Poci.oh.oh. Adin cakap bosan la.macam budak kecik la.sekali dia yang seronok main and turn the cup right and left like driving a car or something.hahaha~then we had our Niagara ride.it was a very.very.very long queue.ok.a bit nervous.but nothing to be scared of =) .then we went to Istana Boneka.hoho.MACAM BUDAK KECIK!tapi layan jela kan.dah memang untuk budak kecik pun.gatal nak tengok jugak siapa suruh.haha~masuk situ macam belajar geography and kajian tempatan.agak tak puas hati dengan Malaysia punya section.aiikk?letak chinese je ke?kitorang multiracial kot~~haih..tak baik racist tau.menyampah!


berikut adalah antara wajah2 "bosan" adin sewaktu bermain Poci-Poci.hehe..


since dah petang,kitorang dengan segera pergi beratur for Tornado because Adin was still nervous for Hysteria.ohh~memang rasa nak gugur jantung hanya dengan melihat orang meraung2 di atas Tornado..wawawa~sampai sapu2 minyak cap kapak lagi.haha~memang thrill habis! freaky! creepy! scary! curry! lorry! semua ada! haha~Addin Cullen terus transform jadi Addin Salvatore.haha!TOTALLY AWESOME!ultimate sweet adrenaline escape people!!

the sky was getting dark and it was dusk already.so we had our last ride on the Hysteria.a game like Space Shot in Genting.but in Genting it's higher and the acceleration was only downward.but for Hysteria it was upward and downward!so it's crazier than you could ever imagine.hehe..

there you go..pengalaman yang mengasyikkan!atau kata orang tempatan seru banget deh!!gambar2 naik Halilintar and Tornado masih belum scan.sila bersabar dengan sekadar gambar2 kamera cikai daku ye?huhu.. 

the next day we continued our journey to Atlantis..hah?Atlantis the lost city??nak tahu lebih lanjut.tunggu next post ok?kejap je lagi aku post la..haha~

TO BE CONTINUED..

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haa..begitulah kisahnya..mmm memang ada part 2,tapi yang saya nak kongsi cerita cuma part 1 je..hehe..ok la kan encik amir syahir yaakob..ok la..to all contestants..especially Anum sayang!good luck!

seterusnya kawan2 blogger yang saya nak tag..[kalau sempat..korang buat la ye!!]

1.yananana 
2.~fiOnAbEE~
3.-maRs-


i'm not you

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

i'm not you
so stop comparing.

i'm not you
so mind your own business.

i'm not you
so please understand.

i'm not you
so get a life and leave me alone.

i'm not even a bit like you
so help me.support me.
lift me up when i'm in need.
don't drag me into darkness.
i'm already in it.


Siti Khadijah MK
2.35 pm, Bandung,Indonesia.

so what?

Sunday, October 24, 2010


so what if i don’t have stack of sweet valley high series?
so what if i don’t read olsen twins’ teen novels?
so what if i will forever hate sidney sheldon’s writing style?
so what if i never heard of dan brown until i watch the movies?
so what if i don’t even know who is john grisham?
so what if i only read enid blyton once in my entire 22 year-old-life?
so what if i love judith mcnaught and amanda quick romance novels?
so what if i adore stephanie meyer’s twilight saga?
so what if i read malay novels during my junior high?
so what if i’m not good in english?
do you have any problem with that?

kahwin?

morning world~hey hey!don't be surprised with the title ok?i'm not getting married.haha!*i wish i am ;P*

for the past few months,i've been showered by people around me,with news about their wedding,engagement etc. etc. and sering benar aku disogokkan dengan video2 dream wedding la,fairytale wedding la, pengantin terjun swimming pool la..adoiii..jangan kasi aku jealous boleh tak? sebab aku memang jealous ni..haha!

note:-
#sila graduate dulu.
#sila cari kerja dengan segera.
#sila kumpul duit dengan banyak dan cepat ---> suppress nafsu shopping,please~
#sila hang out dengan kawan2 sepuas hati yang boleh.
#sila belajar masak dan belajar ciri2 isteri solehah dan praktikkan..

dah cukup?ok.dengan itu dipersilakan kahwin..haa..jangan tak nak kahwin pulak nanti..

haa~i tak mahu la wedding grand2(read:geren2) macam Nur Nadia SM Nasimuddin tu..dan i tak nak la terjun2 swimming pool *sebab bf i tak pandai berenang*.i nak yang biasa2 je..tak payah glamour.janji nasi minyak cukup untuk tamu.tak pun aku buat nasi lemak with assorted sambal..haa~tak pernah dibuat orang,majlis kahwin hidang nasi lemak.haha!

*ok.stop merapu*

sebenarnya nak share lagi 1 wedding video.our national astronaut's wedding.dah lama aku terlupa kisah dia ni.akhirnya selamat bergelar suami kepada Dr. Halina tu ye..congratulations Datuk!jelita betul wife dia..mak aihh..semua doktor cantik2..apasal aku selekeh ek?agak2 kalau aku dah jadi doktor nanti,cantik tak?haha!abaikan..

please..enjoy the video..(credit to Saiful Nang from CandidSyndrome Int.)

kalau macam ni pun boleh jugak..tapi tak payahlah nak panggil VVIP segala..huhu



it's ours

Saturday, October 23, 2010






do you remember when we fought till 3 am?
i really thought that you were going to say goodbye
and you said you would never leave me
believe me cause i would never leave you too
thank you..


this song always reminds me of us..

rasa nak minum coffee

good morning people!this morning i woke up with a vague feeling of queasiness in my tummy.it's been a few days already.hmm..since i don't usually take my meal on the right time.perhaps that's why i never get rid of my gastritis problem.it's normal anyway, at least for me.so i won't complaint.i won't nag.

i'm going to grocery shopping today.=) finally.i've run out of all sabun..my shower cream.dish washing gel.clothes detergent etc.etc.i need to buy milk.doctor said that i'm lack of calcium.and i'm absolutely going to buy a bar of cadbury.a large one.how i miss indulging myself with chocolate..yummy~

i'm craving for a sip of caffeinated drink.but i can't risk my stomach.i can't bear with the pain.it's the ultimate pain.afraid that i would end up rolling in bed.such an unproductive saturday is only going to annoy me.very much.hmm..

*thinking.considering.still can't decide*


p/s: i don't want to post another emo entry today.at least not on saturday.it's an emo-free day.let us all relax from the hustle and bustle of the world for the weekend..=) have a nice relaxing weekend people!


-peace & love-

aku punya sastera.

Friday, October 22, 2010

papan kekunci ditekan-tekan mencoret rasa.tak puas.aku hapuskan jejaknya.nak berhenti.tapi hati terasa berat.nak teruskan,apa lagi yang nak dikisahkan.rasa nak sembunyi di balik awan.biar tak nampak.biar terselindung segala rahsia.tak betah jiwaku memendam.tapi bukan gayaku untuk mencanang-canang hingga ke celah rimba.aahhh~kacau sendiri jadinya..menjerit lagi minda bagai meminta nyawa.entah apa racauan hati hingga aku tersilap tingkah.ah!salah lagi.kali ini untuk apa?kata maaf yang sudah basi.telinga yang sudah tuli.hidup tak pernah surut dengan cacian dunia.biarkan..kerana akhirnya aku juga pasti bisa hidup gembira.cuma cara kita berbeza.sebab kau dan aku tak sama.dan kita tak pernah serupa.





i want to write something.i want to express my feelings.but i can't.i want to share what i feel.but for now,i will only do it with certain styles of writing like poems or like above.frankly,i much prefer to write in direct writing.but it seems that something is bothering me.and i just can't write anymore.i feel hindered.i don't know why.i'm not being myself lately.perhaps that's why.God knows why.so please.DO read between the lines.and if you still don't get the message,just forget it.it's nothing really.just me losing my sanity.bahaha! 

guess that's all for today.

menangis lagi

Thursday, October 21, 2010

kembalikan aku
ke hidupku yang dulu
saat aku gagah melangkah
saat aku tegar menahan asakan dunia
kembalikan aku
ke hidupku yang dulu


tika hatiku luluh diampuh rindu
tika sukmaku menangis sendu
kaki tak henti berlari laju
jauh..jauh dari tikaman kata
kata orang yang hanya mencipta dusta
apa pastikah mereka 
akhir nanti dibalas syurga?


biarkan aku dengan duniaku
tiada yang mencari
tiada yang memanggil
bukan aku tak mahu
tapi kamu yang sembunyi
tapi kamu yang berjauh diri


hina aku 
dosa aku
engkau masih di situ
buat tak tahu


hulur tangan,pimpin daku
tak pernah kau begitu..


ahhh~biarkan mereka dengan dunia mereka..
wahai hati..bersabarlah..
semoga kau kembali kuat untuk kembali ke Rabbi mu..






2.40 petang, Bandung,Indonesia.
Siti Khadijah MK.







desire



i miss my blog.

i want to write.

but my fingers won't budge.

sulking?


baby i'm back!

Friday, October 15, 2010

salam sejahtera 1 Malaysia~

yeah!i'm back.

lama sangat busy.

lama sangat sakit.

sakit kepala.
sakit badan.
sakit tekak.

yang penting sekali, dah lama sangat dah aku sakit hati.

bahaha!

penat la nak jaga hati semua orang.hati aku tak ada pun orang sibuk nak jaga.cettt~

ok laa..ada kisah di sebalik kehilangan aku beberapa ketika ini.nak tahu lebih lanjut?


stay tuned!
 
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