hari minggu~

good morning!i woke up early..subuh pun belum masuk..huhu..ya lah..sebab semalam tertidur awal,hihi..alright.the main topic is Adin's having his first futsal match this morning,since the KUBI League starts today.it's going to be weekly match until February or May,i'm not very sure though.and i'll be participating in a netball league which actually starts today.apparently it has been postponed to next week on christmas due to some problems.whatever..

THE CONTENDERS.show us all you've got!i'll be cheering for all of you and special love and best wishes for my cinta heart!go kick those asses sayang!!majulah sukan untuk negara~

suka blog sendiri ;P

this is my latest,newest and cutest tumblr appearance..please don't ask why it has to be pink..haha!

and i just love everything about it..=)

p/s: yana nampak tak rantai  yana dalam 3rd pic..fofuler~hihi

special untuk yananana =)

hi yana~lola nak dedicate this song untuk yana..since the first time i heard this song,terus teringat kat yana.huhu..bertahan ye? LDR memang payah,tapi kalau akhirnya nanti bahagia,mesti berbaloi segala perasaan sakit rindu tu kan?please enjoy the song..=)

p/s : Alhamdulillah..cintaku ada di depan mata..=)

p.p/s : dedicate to all my fellow friends too..i miss you guys so much..forgive me for being so far for too long..

18 months..

07122010,The Stone Cafe,Dago Atas

thank you for every single thing..

happy 6th day~

enough with dramas.let's start anew!

hah!i have just realised how pathetic i am.i prone to share a lot of emotional stuff here, and happy stories?you can count them with your right fingers.haha!silly me.i used to talk a lot about dramas..duuhhh~life IS full of dramas.i think i should retire from being such a drama queen.hehe..well,i'm gonna try to lessen my sad,emotional entries cause i ain't that sad kind of person you know.i'm perky and happy person if you get to know me.it's just life has dragged me down.a lot.and i was drowned in it.but it's time to bounce back!=)

no matter what happened,i will fight back!maybe i'll be a bit down once in a while,i guess i just have to learn to bear with it and be a grown-up!there are lots of happy things and fun things waiting to be explored out there.let's enjoy every each of them.even for the simple small things,if we learn to cherish them,turns out we'll be smiling for the whole day.right?hope you guys are having a great weekend..=)

tongue of wisdom

“There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who create it, & surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus soley on the good. After all, life is too short to be anything but happy.”

-Karl Marx-

kapalkawan

aku sengaja menulis.aku mahu lepaskan semua.aku tak peduli apa orang nak kata.aku tak peduli apa kau dan mereka nak kata.

kata lah sesuka hati.sebab kau punya mulut,kau punya hati.aku tak berhak untuk menghalang.tapi aku punya hak untuk berdiam diri.tidak mengiyakan atau tidak menafikan.terserah mahu apa saja timbul dalam kotak fikiran kalian.

mungkin lancang mulutku melontar kata,mungkin pedas bicaraku meluka jiwa,mungkin pedih cakapku hingga kau terasa..tapi tak pernah niatku begitu.mungkin itu memang caraku.dan kamu semua tetap kawanku..aku sayang kamu..

tapi kamu semua tak kurang lebatnya..bikin diriku rasa terhina.eh, tak perasan ke?oh mungkin aku yang sendiri terasa?oh tak apa..aku tolak tepi saja.sebab kamu semua kawanku..dan aku sayang kamu..

hari itu,kau senyum..kelmarin,aku sebelah pun tak nampak..semalam,nak jeling pun dah tak sudi..jijik benar aku ni?hingga aku terasa dilayan seperti anjing.dipanggil bila perlu,andai tidak,pandang aku pun kau tak mahu..

itu kisah dulu..kisah bila kau hanya kira titis air matamu,cerita ketika kau bilang butir lelahmu..dan aku?menangis aku,keringat aku?aku tolak semua..ahhh..tak mengapa..mereka kawanku..biarkan..kerana apa saja untuk semua kawanku..kerana aku sayang kamu..

ini kisah sekarang.mungkin kau pernah lihat aku garang.tapi kau belum tengok aku meradang.cukup kutanggung malu.cukup hinamu padaku.rendah benarkah martabatku hingga bebas kau lukai hatiku?

jika yang kau nampak itu salahku,tilik dulu diri setiap antara kamu..setidak-tidaknya,silapku aku tahu..

waktu itu,saat aku dapat tahu,kecewa benar aku dengan sikap setiap kamu.menuding jari tanpa bertanya apa sebabnya.kau faham dia.tapi aku,tak pernah pula kau ambil tahu.kerana aku faham dia,tak pernah aku nak bebankan dia.tak pernah pula aku salahkan dia.

aku juga punya amanah.aku juga punya tanggungjawab.tapi kerana aku bukan orang penting,adakah kerana itu aku dipandang remeh?

ini bukan yang pertama.selama ini kubiar saja.tapi bukan bila yang jadi galang gantinya aku punya maruah..hidupku punya prinsip.egoku tinggi menggunung.takkan aku tunduk andai aku tahu aku tidak bersalah.

aku tak peduli kalau setiap kamu buang aku dari hidupmu.aku tak rugi hilang kawan yang sering sakiti hatiku.cukup dengan desakan hidup yang berbatu-batu.aku tidak mencari kawan untuk menambah pening kepalaku.dan menjadi musuh,itu bukan caraku.

kerana aku tahu tahap baranku.kerana aku tahu segala carutan yang terbuku.kerana aku tahu tak mungkin ada yang bisa menenangkanku,aku pilih untuk membisu.

biar kamu semua benci.biar kamu semua caci maki.tuduh apa saja dalam hati.aku tak peduli.kerana aku dah tak sanggup nak terluka lagi.biar aku hidup seorang diri,kiranya itu buat aku tenang hati,tak apa,aku sudi..

kalau apa yang aku kata kamu tak suka,jangan gelabah,sebab tak ada siapa nak marah.terserah.di sini bukan hakmu untuk membantah.kerana ini aku punya daerah.

my full-of-hatred passion

this morning i've got the urge to write on something concerning my passion, dancing.there are a lot of issues surfacing when we talk about dancing.and yeah, poll dance is a type of dance.but don't be so judgemental upon people who loves to dance or upon those who dance to make a living.at least not to me and my friends.this thought has been in my head for like what,a century.i don't know.so please bear with me.it's like a piece of my mind.do not jump to any conclusion.there are a lot more of pieces of my puzzle-mind before you can define me.ok.here it goes..

does it never occur to your mind that we are actually "forced" to dance.we dance.but not because we want to.we don't offer people to take our performance.yes,we do take payment when we perform but not all events we've been paid.and we're not professionals.we are amateurs.who's gonna pay for the costumes and make-ups anyway?

i don't know about the place where you come from.but from my point of view,as an UNPAD students in malaysian community,we hold a lot of big events once in a while.thus,we're always been "asked" to prepare dance performances.an opening dance,a closing dance,a zapin or joget performance etc. etc.sometimes we have to prepare a few dances for a single event.

please remind yourself that we are MEDICAL students, NOT art & culture students.we have a lot of more important things to do than dancing.we have a future to chase,a dream to catch and a hope to fulfill.and yet we put them on the stake just to entertain a bunch of inconsiderate and ungrateful VIPs or VVIPs.

people will ask (sounds more likely to condemn) why do you agree to dance in the first place?why don't you just refuse?let me ask you something.do you think that you live alone here or with your friends, seniors, juniors, group of malaysian students who live far from family?when a person or a friend comes to you and asks for your help that you know you can do it,to add up,the person knows how much you love dancing,can you simply deny?when you know no one else will do,no matter how hard the person begs them,you will be reconsidering for sure.i don't know about others but i do.

VIPs or VVIPS are the guests.do you think that the big boss will approve if the performance comes from a group of students who dance like robots?(unless it's a robotic dance of course) i'm not saying that i'm good,but at least i have experiences.and people knows my name because i dance in lots of occasions  (have to cancel that cause it sounds cocky.well,i don't mean to.).if me and my friends are recruiting students, especially juniors, to be committees  for an event or organization,the first thing that come to their mind is they have to dance.nonsense!please don't label people.it pollutes your mind with unnecessary and stupid thoughts.eventually it'll make you look stupid.

put that aside.what i'm trying to say is how inconsiderate a human can be over things that don't concern them.dancing isn't just about moving to the beats.it's more than that.a whole lot more than that.especially when dancing in group.we need cooperation among the dancers,synchronization with the other dancers,expression of the songs and passion in the dance.it's a symbol that we try to show them.we don't need applauses or any standing ovation from the audience.but an appreciation is enough.an understanding of how much hard works we put into the dance.

who said that dancing doesn't need to get focus and give commitment?a practice for a day may take the whole day just to learn the steps for a single verse,depends on how complicate the steps are.we don't play when we practice.it is always serious.like a group of corporate men having a meeting.it's just that we do our meeting with dancing.it's frigging tiring!is it too hard to understand that we use a lot energy that we are short of ATPs until a lot of lactic acid accumulate in our muscles?

there are certain people who don't like things we do.we are those who show off our body to other people.we are those who do things that aren't supposed to be done.we are the sinful people.oh..maybe these people forget that they come from a cultural race.forgetting how different the ways we are brought up by our parents compared with theirs.

if you don't like what we do,that's ok.we can't care less.but next time don't find us,asking for ANY dance performance.we don't dance to get humiliated.we dance because we love to and we want to preserve our culture.we don't condemn on what you do because we know you fight for your belief and we RESPECT that fact being the most humble servant we are to The Creator.so please don't condemn us for fighting ours.

and yet there are people who don't judge others easily.thanks to those who understand our circumstances.to any event organizer who still want us.thank you for the supports.please forgive me for my harsh words and sharp tongue.but if you don't think of us being like stated above,there's no need to be bothered about it.this is what i've been going through since high school.so please don't get touchy so easily.it annoys me.




p/s: i always think of how they let us,the bad people, do the dirty works and end up in hell while they,the good people, peacefully go to heaven.

pp/s: we, dancers don't really want to stay forever like this.we will change one day.to the better us.please pray for us.

ppp/s: i want to be a doctor.i'll stop dancing.soon.very soon.=)

saya kenyang, Alhamdulillah~

hai~ok tajuk memang sungguh tak ada kaitan.malas nak fikir tajuk.haha~sekadar nak kemaskini sikit la ceritera hidup saya.huhu.ingatkan makin senior,makin banyak masa belajar..sekali banyak pula aktiviti dan tanggungjawab2 yang diletakkan pada bahu saya.orang dah percaya,seharusnya saya berusaha.tak guna elak2..lagipun inilah masa nak asah bakat dan cari pengalaman.inilah masa nak praktikkan apa yang Tun Fatimah dah terapkan dan ajarkan pada para srikandi =).

mengharapkan pelajaran tidak menjadi tugas sampingan..insyaAllah..pelajaran menjadi satu keutamaan yang terpenting.berhempas pulas mengerah keringat,membelanjakan wang gaji sendiri untuk bayaran yuran ujian kemasukan universiti,menangisi kesilapan diri yang entah di mana setiap malam,hilang selera hingga tidak makan 3 hari,terlantar di kamar kekosongan seperti mayat hidup..sehingga sekian keseksaan hati ini tergilis..takkan saya sewenang-wenang mengabaikan janji saya pada bonda tercinta..

semoga Allah menuntun hatiku yang kacau..

banyak

banyak yang nak diceritakan tapi tak tercerita.
banyak yang nak diluahkan tapi tak terluah.
banyak yang nak dicakapkan tapi tak tercakap.
banyak yang nak ditangiskan tapi tak tertangis.
banyak yang nak dijeritkan tapi tak terjerit.
banyak yang nak dimarahkan tapi tak termarah.
sudahnya aku diam saja.
dan di sini mengukir kata mengulir rasa.
tak bersusun tak berlagu.
sumbang langkah kekok tariku.
entah bait mana yang kucoretkan.
semua tak jadi semua tak kena.
haih..tapi aku rela.
biar aku dengan caraku.
tak suka tak apa.
jangan pusing jangan pening.
kalau nukilanku bakar hatimu.
mudah caranya senang kaedahnya.
tinggalkan tempat ini.
kerana ini daerahku.
kerana ini.cerita.aku.

sekian...

lagi adrenalin!

has anyone been to bali?

=)

nak exam kot..bajet laa..

tak reti2 nak offline ke?tak reti. kalau tak online macam mana nak skype dengan kecintaan?haha!

hari ni aku rasa aku cantik.hehe.sebab aku pakai bracelet & anklet yang adin hadiahkan.haha.gedik kan?gedixX memang middle name aku.haha!

ok.bosan sebenarnya.saja memenuhkan blog dengan entry tak berfaedah ni.hee~

esok aku exam.good luck kat diri sendiri!hihi..best of luck to Adin,Hajar,Dayah,Sasi,Syaira,Syazana dan semua!



ok.dah bosan kat sini.bye~




p/s: aku memang ada banyak masalah.sila faham.

sangat suka

semalam aku sangat suka hati.pergi bandung celebrate 6th day.rupanya ada mag her world kat sini.tapi macam biasa la,dia translate jadi bahasa ibunda dia.memang aku kurang layan.tapi sebab ada promotion "Lucky Bag" aku sebat jugak satu.hehe..dapat a free t-shirt designed by local designer and it's kinda cool.hee~and i got some samples from bodyshop,and some skincare products from Elizabeth Arden.wow!memang berbaloi.walaupun aku ada target blusher from Revlon and a mini skincare kit from Elizabeth Arden.but it's ok cause the samples i got were much more bigger!teehee~

kami cari jersey Real Madrid.tak ada rezeki kot.no size for us.=(

lunch at our favourite cafe,had steak and pizza.Adin opted for steak and mutton fried rice.gemoX kan kami?hehe.ye.super sedap plus super affordable for that kind of dishes. =)

ingat nak watch movie..but then sebab lambat sangat kami cancel.

Adin belikan bracelet for belated birthday present.and for 6th day,aku dapat anklet.lama jugak aku berangan nak beli,asyik beli benda lain..sudahnya Adin belikan.haha!cantik~sebab simple je..aku tak suka la banyak2 hiasan and loceng2.crowded and bising.lagi pun,mana boleh pakai bunyi2,macam menarik perhatian orang semua tu.nasib baik aku tak suka sebab rasa macam kanak2 kalau ada loceng.haha!

bila balik sudah penat.solat isyak.selesai doa dan zikir,ingat nak rehatkan badan sekejap..sekali sampai pagi daa~haha!



p/s : pagi2 ada rasa sakit hati sikit.tapi dah ok dah.huhu.ayuh bersangka baik.tak baik fikir bukan2.kan?=)

farewell party

good morning!hari ni aku mood baik punya~orang masam dengan aku pun aku rasa tak kisah.kalau orang jeling aku pun aku nampak macam tengah sengih kat aku.hehe.baik kan mood aku hari ni?so, JANGAN SPOIL kan!ok.amaran sudah diberi.

hari ni last tutorial meeting for group 24 or E4..hehe..sedih la jugak walaupun aku tak kan pernah boleh ngam dengan certain ahli itu tapi overall aku senang dengan mereka.semua baik.tak terlalu serius.tak terlalu main2..jarang aku rasa mengantuk untuk tutorial sepanjang cardiovascular system. =)

so hari ni kami nak buat sedikit(read:macam2 ada!) makan2..ada nasi ayam,spagheti goreng,puding,pengat pisang,pancake dan buah-buahan.huhu..best kan?hihi..kejap lagi kena pergi rumah Duha tolong dia masak spagheti goreng.walaupun kerja aku masak hari2,tapi aku lebih kepada membantu sahaja bila ada majlis2 macam ni.. yela..kalau aku boleh tolong,aku tolong la.kalau aku busy dengan kerja lain,tak dapat la tolong..so kalau aku tak tolong,tak payah la fikir bukan2 atau buat sebarang spekulasi yang aku ni pemalas segala plus tau datang makan je,sebab aku bukan buruk lantak pun.

ok.to all E4 members.good luck in everything lies ahead!gambatte ne! =)

kecik hati

kecik hati.

dengan semua orang.

kau, kau, & kau.

p/s: dah.dah.pegi main jauh2.jangan cakap dengan aku.jangan usik aku.aku emosi?memang!ada masalah?

sumpah malas!

aku malas nak layan perkara bodoh macam ni.

tolong jadi dewasa.

stop jadi budak2.

kalau kau meluat,aku seratus juta kali lagi meluat dengan perangai kau.

aku benci duit.

hoho..title di atas sungguh penuh dengan penipuan dan kebohongan yang nyata untuk wanita materialistik macam aku.tak sesuai betul nak jadi tajuk entry yang ke-100 aku tapi tak apa la..aku tak tau nak letak apa sebenarnya.haha!tapi.memang time2 macam ni aku memang menyampah betul dengan objek bernama W.A.N.G ni..ye la..akibat dia bukan best friend aku,sekali lagi aku terpaksa menukar keputusan untuk tidak pulang ke kampung dalam taman [read:kampung halaman] yang tercinta.cehh..ye ye je tercinta.haha!oh..yang bikin pusing ni sebab most probably bulan 2 pun tak dapat balik.so meh sini jap nak buat announcement:

"kali ini dengan rasa blur2 di pagi ahad,aku mengumumkan untuk tidak pulang ke Malaysia sehingga tahun depan.sekiranya pointer aku sangat la buruk seperti hidup segan mati tak mahu,aku hanya akan pulang untuk beraya..sekian sahaja sari berita penting."

balik setahun sekali je?aku ni macam belajar kat middle east pulak.alang sepupu aku si nadiah yang belajar kat Alexandriah tu setahun ada la jugak 2 kali dia balik.aku yang kat sebelah Malaysia ni je pun tak balik2?haih..tengoklah.ada rezeki balik la aku.apa salahnya duduk kat sini pun.asal-usul nenek moyang aku pun dari sini jugak..hehe..tak kisah la aku dah bagitau kat ibu.she's ok with it.itu yang penting.aku homesick belakang cerita.apa susah,masuk toilet nangis.macam masa kat STF dulu.haha![sekali lagi,sila abaikan kisah aku menangis.]

menyesal?tidak pernah.kerana aku ada Ahmad Fakharuddin Kamil bersama.. =)

p/s: 1-nampak gaya plan trip to Bali maju selangkah untuk menjadi nyata! weeeee~ ;P

      

      2-eh..tahniah cik lola!!it's one hundred entries already!

berbelah bahagi

morning~today i'll be going to Carrefour with Adin.we're planning to book flight tickets for Christmas holiday.hmm..tengoklah aku ni.exam dah dekat.slides tak pernah bukak.buku tak baca2.learning issues tak habis lagi.notes tak pernah sentuh.dah sibuk2 fikir pasal nak balik.aku sebenarnya confuse.duit nak simpan untuk menabung.menabung untuk apa?haa..untuk kegunaan masa depan aku yang cerah dan berbunga-bunga la.tapi aku nak balik jugak.jadi tak boleh la nk simpan dulu buat masa ni.(lepas masa ni insyaAllah aku boleh simpan.hehe.)lepas tu aku ni mula2 nak balik cuti februari nanti.tapi adin tak mau sebab dia kena handle sukan rakyat for batch.so aku pun decide tak nak balik jugak.sebab bila aku call mak aku nak tanya pendapat mesti end up aku tak payah balik,lebih baik aku jalan2 kat indonesia.and finally we plan to spend a few days in Bali.haa~tengok.macam mana aku nak simpan duit untuk masa depan.haha!mungkin itulah masa depan aku.huhu.

i kind of realise that i resemble my mom a lot.especially in financial status.we can't keep a decent saving.mesti ada je yang tak kena which need our attention and of course,money.ohh..maybe korang boleh fikir,tak payah la pegi shopping,tak payah la pegi vacation kat Bali tu sume.look.it's kind of therapy for me.i need these things so that i won't lose my head.(but my mom doesn't need all of these.her money are all spent on us.her 5 ungrateful children.haih~) i hate it when i lose my control and break down.like the other day during Bandung Games.oh..what a shame.bukan tak pernah nak deal with VVIP and VIP,selalu kot.memang dari kecil.tapi threshold level for my stress indicator memang dah lebih kot.huhu.ok.sila abaikan.sungguh malu apabila bercerita tentang aku menangis.adoyai~

so.ingat tak nak balik terus.ye la only come back for Eid.but then,aku takut break down lagi before aku balik nanti.ye la exam segala..plus dengan kawan2 kau semua balik.kau sorang2 dekat sini.hoi~tak kan la aku tak gila.mak aku awal2 dah cakap.dia datang time aku grad je.sedangkan kawan2 aku family dah berkali2 datang sini..wuwu~sedih jap.tapi nak buat macam mana.aku bukan orang kaya.eh salah.mak aku bukan orang kaya.tu laa..nenek moyang aku ni.duit banyak2 habis tabur kat orang kampung beli senjata nak lawan penjajah.bagus tu..tapi simpan la sikit untuk kegunaan keturunan korang.contohnya aku ni haa..wawawa~ok sila abaikan.sesungguhnya aku bersyukur kita akhirnya merdeka dari genggaman penjajah.terima kasih nenek moyang.hehe..

pagi2 dah merapu..kenapa ni lola?hmm..hati tak tenang la..kesimpulannya,aku balik jugak this december.even though aku sangat sure yang paling lama 3 hari aku ok duduk kat rumah and selebihnya sure bergaduh dengan Ewan and marah Imah and Amat,tapi nak buat macam mana..tak apalah balik dengan duit sendiri.ye aku tau korang kata tiket murah.tu murah untuk bapak korang yang pakai mastecard,platinum card tu semua.mahal la untuk aku yang hidup sekadar bergantung kat ehsan kerajaan ni.bukan macam korang,hujung bulan ada duit belanja tambahan mak bapak kasi.tak pun kalau duit scholar korang dah habis,korang gitau bapak korang,on the spot beliau bagi code number yang 10 tu untuk korang claim dekat western union tu..aiyyooo~~lantak lah.yang penting at least aku dapat ringankan beban mak aku sikit.=) ok la..cukup dulu.nak temankan adin jumpa dentist.lubang gigi dia time kecik2 dulu terbukak balik.nak pegi tampal semula,baru pegi Carrefour.huhu..ok..bye2~



p/s: kalau ada rezeki dapat ke Bali.Alhamdulillah..tercapai angan2 daku sewaktu kanak2 ribena dulu.. =)

Jakarta bebeh! Part 1 [EGBB]

halo!halo!ni bukan lagu beyonce halo ye..ok.hari ni buat julung2 kalinya aku nak join a blog contest since i was tagged by Anum.nama contest ni ialah ENTRY GUA BEST BANGAT! dianjurkan oleh encik Hiro..pemilik blog Akal Tunjang. since i never entered any blog contest before,i really hope that i do it the right way.kalau salah tolong tunjukkan ye..haa..pada siapa2 yang terasa nak join,kalau sempat mehla memeriahkan suasana.nak join?haa..click here to get more info about the contest!

ala2 award Oscar..hehe

aku sebenarnya tengah dalam keadaan serabut dengan emosi yang tak menentu sebab kehadiran encik exam yang menggegar jiwa.rasa macam tak ada mood tapi atas dasar sayang dan menghargai usaha sahabat kesayanganku Anum Toink Toink,aku layan jugak walaupun sedar yang aku tak ada entry best2 nak tayang kat orang.huhu..thanks Anum..


haa..mintak maaf laa encik amir syahir yaakob.bukan niat nak kasi panjang2 intro nya,sekadar nak berkongsi rasa.ok2.memandangkan tak ada entry yang rasanya layak untuk dipertandingkan,saya sekadar menghantar kisah pengalaman percutian saya ke jakarta.oh ya..saya ni adrenaline junkie.itu sebab la saya pertaruhkan entry ni.sebab ni paling banyak adrenalin yang pernah saya dapat dalam satu hari..huhu..sila bersabar dengan entry yang panjang lebar,and please enjoy. =)

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good morning people!ok.selamat hari jumaat.i'd like to talk about something that has been bothering me for the past couple of days.but i guess that can wait cause i've been malas on posting about my trip to jakarta.jadi,ayuh aku dulukan kisah adventure and then dah tak payah nak cerita2 lagi kan?aku malas nak fikir2 lagi.nak naik 3rd year ni banyak lagi nak fikir.huhu..ok.i'll try to make it short ok.here it goes..

finally we decided to go to Jakarta.in the morning we took the damri bus,a service like transnasional and plusliner in Malaysia but not up to that level laa..hehe..since the air conditioned bus was 3rd in the line and we were in a rush,so we just took the old bus which was first to go.siap stop kat tepi highway tu,the engine was too hot.tapi baru 1st trip.apakah??haha!menunjukkan betapa old school bas itu. ;P

sampai Dipatiukur,we took a taxi straight to Bandung Trade Center (BTC) where cipaganti traveller's center was located.luckily,we were able to change our departing time to an hour earlier.bought 2 chicken sandwiches and a large sized iced lemon tea and off we went..

we dropped off at Mangga Dua Square and began our hotel hunting.the plan was actually one hour turned out to be 2 hours.hajar had suggested a nice hotel indeed,but we found another affordable and nicer hotel.the most important thing,the hotel was nearer to Ancol!i'd say it would be the nearest hotel.untuk luar Ancol la..

sampai2.lepak2 dulu.that very night we went out to WTC,i don't know what does it stand for anyway.took our dinner at A&W.nak balik tapi hujan.so we waited and went back after hujan reda.sampai golek2 sambil tengok tv.then tidur dengan nyenyaknya.

the next day,we had breakfast together and started our adventurous journey to Dunia Fantasi or infamously known as Dufan~firstly we warmed up with rajawali.it was a bad choice cause it was already head spinning ride and we were spinning and screaming like banshee.haha!cop2..banshee is female kan?ok adin screamed like vampire then.haha!Addin Cullen..pergh~ok abaikan..hehe

lepas tu, we went to Perang Bintang.even though it was kinda childish but it was totally fun!!main 5-6 kali pun takpe..huhu.after that we played something that you could find in Genting.seats like swings and it would swing you around higher and faster.in Dufan it was called Ontang-Anting.then we walked further and found HALILINTAR!(in Genting:corkscrew) oh!oh!this one is mucho mucho scarier and more screams to hear!!naik DUA kali BERTURUT-TURUT!crazy right?memang adrenaline junkie habis la aku ni.but that was a request from my partner in crime.hehe~bagus.aku dah ada kawan yang sangap adrenaline rush gak.haha!

ketar lutut tak habis terus main Arung Jeram atau nama lainnya Flume Ride (if i'm not mistaken).this one you could find dekat Sunway Lagoon..best!!habis basah aku.adin tak kena pun.cisss kek betul~takpe.ayuh teruskan perjalanan.i saw the game that was currently considered as a phenomenon in Dufan,the notorious HYSTERIA~(apasal aku punya adjectives macam Dufan ni orang jahat?(-_-")sila abaikan.)but since my ally was still new to my "sweet drug",he asked to delay our "escape to the wonderland".ok.so we had a little adrenaline rush through Perahu Ayun.you know..the boat that swings.you could find both in Genting and Sunway Lagoon.but i would still give the award to Sunway Lagoon's.because it was fabulous.you guys should  try!but in Dufan it still tickled my tummy.so yes!it was fun!

then i,the one who had been craving for adrenaline rush festival for the day,was nauseated.haha!silly.it was noon already and we still had not take our lunch.and yet we wanted to play more!so we had a ride in Bianglala.a big round thing with lots of seats like gondola attached to it.this one was obviously boring but we rode it just to relax and view the whole place of Dufan before we went to McDonald for lunch.

spent around an hour in line because there were lots of people!weekdays pun ramai ke?sebab ada few companies buat family day.ada ke pergi Dufan?pergilah pantai sana..baru syiiookk~(ayat dengki.jangan layan.)so we sat on the bench by the river near the most thrilling game i ever experienced,TORNADO~seram tak?haha..sengal.ok2,we were eating sambil merancang the next adventure,savouring the sweetness of adrenaline rush through our veins..yumm yummy!frankly,we actually felt nauseous just by watching people being tunggang terbalik by the tornado.like ants kena goncang dalam botol.macam centipedes kena shake pun ada sebab kaki2 manusia itu tergantung2..eeuuuww~~

sambil mengumpul keberanian yang tersisa,kami melangkah lagi meneruskan pengembaraan!because there was a very long queue at the Niagara,we went to other places first.Niagara was like a boat and you would go down in a high speed and SPLASH!!hehe..ok2.before that we went to Rumah Miring.ohh memang mereng otak kau masuk sini..it's a house.tapi senget..macam bangunan yang runtuh.nanti rasa macam nak jatuh jalan dalam rumah tu..memang senget..haha!keluar dari situ masuk House of Glass Maze atau Lorong Sesat.tadela sesat mana pun.tapi ok la..

after that we had a cup ride~the ride name was Poci-Poci.oh.oh. Adin cakap bosan la.macam budak kecik la.sekali dia yang seronok main and turn the cup right and left like driving a car or something.hahaha~then we had our Niagara ride.it was a very.very.very long queue.ok.a bit nervous.but nothing to be scared of =) .then we went to Istana Boneka.hoho.MACAM BUDAK KECIK!tapi layan jela kan.dah memang untuk budak kecik pun.gatal nak tengok jugak siapa suruh.haha~masuk situ macam belajar geography and kajian tempatan.agak tak puas hati dengan Malaysia punya section.aiikk?letak chinese je ke?kitorang multiracial kot~~haih..tak baik racist tau.menyampah!

berikut adalah antara wajah2 "bosan" adin sewaktu bermain Poci-Poci.hehe..

since dah petang,kitorang dengan segera pergi beratur for Tornado because Adin was still nervous for Hysteria.ohh~memang rasa nak gugur jantung hanya dengan melihat orang meraung2 di atas Tornado..wawawa~sampai sapu2 minyak cap kapak lagi.haha~memang thrill habis! freaky! creepy! scary! curry! lorry! semua ada! haha~Addin Cullen terus transform jadi Addin Salvatore.haha!TOTALLY AWESOME!ultimate sweet adrenaline escape people!!

the sky was getting dark and it was dusk already.so we had our last ride on the Hysteria.a game like Space Shot in Genting.but in Genting it's higher and the acceleration was only downward.but for Hysteria it was upward and downward!so it's crazier than you could ever imagine.hehe..

there you go..pengalaman yang mengasyikkan!atau kata orang tempatan seru banget deh!!gambar2 naik Halilintar and Tornado masih belum scan.sila bersabar dengan sekadar gambar2 kamera cikai daku ye?huhu.. 

the next day we continued our journey to Atlantis..hah?Atlantis the lost city??nak tahu lebih lanjut.tunggu next post ok?kejap je lagi aku post la..haha~

TO BE CONTINUED..

***

haa..begitulah kisahnya..mmm memang ada part 2,tapi yang saya nak kongsi cerita cuma part 1 je..hehe..ok la kan encik amir syahir yaakob..ok la..to all contestants..especially Anum sayang!good luck!

seterusnya kawan2 blogger yang saya nak tag..[kalau sempat..korang buat la ye!!]

1.yananana 

2.~fiOnAbEE~

3.-maRs-

i'm not you

i'm not you
so stop comparing.

i'm not you
so mind your own business.

i'm not you
so please understand.

i'm not you
so get a life and leave me alone.

i'm not even a bit like you
so help me.support me.
lift me up when i'm in need.
don't drag me into darkness.
i'm already in it.


Siti Khadijah MK
2.35 pm, Bandung,Indonesia.

so what?

so what if i don’t have stack of sweet valley high series?

so what if i don’t read olsen twins’ teen novels?

so what if i will forever hate sidney sheldon’s writing style?

so what if i never heard of dan brown until i watch the movies?

so what if i don’t even know who is john grisham?

so what if i only read enid blyton once in my entire 22 year-old-life?

so what if i love judith mcnaught and amanda quick romance novels?

so what if i adore stephanie meyer’s twilight saga?

so what if i read malay novels during my junior high?

so what if i’m not good in english?

do you have any problem with that?

kahwin?

morning world~hey hey!don't be surprised with the title ok?i'm not getting married.haha!*i wish i am ;P*

for the past few months,i've been showered by people around me,with news about their wedding,engagement etc. etc. and sering benar aku disogokkan dengan video2 dream wedding la,fairytale wedding la, pengantin terjun swimming pool la..adoiii..jangan kasi aku jealous boleh tak? sebab aku memang jealous ni..haha!

note:-
#sila graduate dulu.
#sila cari kerja dengan segera.
#sila kumpul duit dengan banyak dan cepat ---> suppress nafsu shopping,please~
#sila hang out dengan kawan2 sepuas hati yang boleh.
#sila belajar masak dan belajar ciri2 isteri solehah dan praktikkan..

dah cukup?ok.dengan itu dipersilakan kahwin..haa..jangan tak nak kahwin pulak nanti..

haa~i tak mahu la wedding grand2(read:geren2) macam Nur Nadia SM Nasimuddin tu..dan i tak nak la terjun2 swimming pool *sebab bf i tak pandai berenang*.i nak yang biasa2 je..tak payah glamour.janji nasi minyak cukup untuk tamu.tak pun aku buat nasi lemak with assorted sambal..haa~tak pernah dibuat orang,majlis kahwin hidang nasi lemak.haha!

*ok.stop merapu*

sebenarnya nak share lagi 1 wedding video.our national astronaut's wedding.dah lama aku terlupa kisah dia ni.akhirnya selamat bergelar suami kepada Dr. Halina tu ye..congratulations Datuk!jelita betul wife dia..mak aihh..semua doktor cantik2..apasal aku selekeh ek?agak2 kalau aku dah jadi doktor nanti,cantik tak?haha!abaikan..

please..enjoy the video..(credit to Saiful Nang from CandidSyndrome Int.)

kalau macam ni pun boleh jugak..tapi tak payahlah nak panggil VVIP segala..huhu

it's ours

do you remember when we fought till 3 am?

i really thought that you were going to say goodbye

and you said you would never leave me

believe me cause i would never leave you too

thank you..

this song always reminds me of us..

rasa nak minum coffee

good morning people!this morning i woke up with a vague feeling of queasiness in my tummy.it's been a few days already.hmm..since i don't usually take my meal on the right time.perhaps that's why i never get rid of my gastritis problem.it's normal anyway, at least for me.so i won't complaint.i won't nag.

i'm going to grocery shopping today.=) finally.i've run out of all sabun..my shower cream.dish washing gel.clothes detergent etc.etc.i need to buy milk.doctor said that i'm lack of calcium.and i'm absolutely going to buy a bar of cadbury.a large one.how i miss indulging myself with chocolate..yummy~

i'm craving for a sip of caffeinated drink.but i can't risk my stomach.i can't bear with the pain.it's the ultimate pain.afraid that i would end up rolling in bed.such an unproductive saturday is only going to annoy me.very much.hmm..

*thinking.considering.still can't decide*


p/s: i don't want to post another emo entry today.at least not on saturday.it's an emo-free day.let us all relax from the hustle and bustle of the world for the weekend..=) have a nice relaxing weekend people!


-peace & love-

aku punya sastera.

papan kekunci ditekan-tekan mencoret rasa.tak puas.aku hapuskan jejaknya.nak berhenti.tapi hati terasa berat.nak teruskan,apa lagi yang nak dikisahkan.rasa nak sembunyi di balik awan.biar tak nampak.biar terselindung segala rahsia.tak betah jiwaku memendam.tapi bukan gayaku untuk mencanang-canang hingga ke celah rimba.aahhh~kacau sendiri jadinya..menjerit lagi minda bagai meminta nyawa.entah apa racauan hati hingga aku tersilap tingkah.ah!salah lagi.kali ini untuk apa?kata maaf yang sudah basi.telinga yang sudah tuli.hidup tak pernah surut dengan cacian dunia.biarkan..kerana akhirnya aku juga pasti bisa hidup gembira.cuma cara kita berbeza.sebab kau dan aku tak sama.dan kita tak pernah serupa.

i want to write something.i want to express my feelings.but i can't.i want to share what i feel.but for now,i will only do it with certain styles of writing like poems or like above.frankly,i much prefer to write in direct writing.but it seems that something is bothering me.and i just can't write anymore.i feel hindered.i don't know why.i'm not being myself lately.perhaps that's why.God knows why.so please.DO read between the lines.and if you still don't get the message,just forget it.it's nothing really.just me losing my sanity.bahaha! 

guess that's all for today.

menangis lagi

kembalikan aku
ke hidupku yang dulu
saat aku gagah melangkah
saat aku tegar menahan asakan dunia
kembalikan aku
ke hidupku yang dulu


tika hatiku luluh diampuh rindu
tika sukmaku menangis sendu
kaki tak henti berlari laju
jauh..jauh dari tikaman kata
kata orang yang hanya mencipta dusta
apa pastikah mereka 
akhir nanti dibalas syurga?


biarkan aku dengan duniaku
tiada yang mencari
tiada yang memanggil
bukan aku tak mahu
tapi kamu yang sembunyi
tapi kamu yang berjauh diri


hina aku 
dosa aku
engkau masih di situ
buat tak tahu


hulur tangan,pimpin daku
tak pernah kau begitu..


ahhh~biarkan mereka dengan dunia mereka..
wahai hati..bersabarlah..
semoga kau kembali kuat untuk kembali ke Rabbi mu..






2.40 petang, Bandung,Indonesia.
Siti Khadijah MK.

desire

i miss my blog.

i want to write.

but my fingers won't budge.

sulking?

baby i'm back!

salam sejahtera 1 Malaysia~

yeah!i'm back.

lama sangat busy.

lama sangat sakit.

sakit kepala.

sakit badan.

sakit tekak.

yang penting sekali, dah lama sangat dah aku sakit hati.

bahaha!

penat la nak jaga hati semua orang.hati aku tak ada pun orang sibuk nak jaga.cettt~

ok laa..ada kisah di sebalik kehilangan aku beberapa ketika ini.nak tahu lebih lanjut?

stay tuned!

bye!

nak balik ni~

selamat hari raya.

maaf zahir batin.

segala salah silap taip dan bahasa kasar saya,harap dimaafkan~

raya mode : ON

woot woot!! attention people.Aidilfitri is just around the corner.that will be the reason after the facts that :-


1.I'LL BE GOING BACK TOMORROW!!


2.shopping.SHOPPING.and more shopping!!


3.currently buying pretty,pretty,pretty scarves from yana.she's helping her mom to promote them.oh,she's new in this.so there are only some of latest pics of scarves have been uploaded.i shall wait for more.hihi~


*iklan*


nak bergaya dengan tudung cantik?model baru?haa~boleh lah try usha blog kawan saya ni.hihi..liyana si penjual tudung dah macam tajuk cerita kanak2 pulak.huhu.


*iklan tamat*


4.today we,me,adin,hajar,syazana and adi are planning to play ice skating at a new ice ring at PVJ.gurtej will drive us there.maybe he'd like to join us.well,i'm not sure of that.


ok..lepas tu baru fikir nak raya!


it's been TWO years since i last played in the ice ring.hope i won't trip too much.tak tahan sakit pinggang.tak pasal2 tak beraya aku nanti.sedikit adrenaline..boleh dapat ni..sikit je~bulan2 puasa natural adrenaline,puasa tak batal kan? ;P


hmm..*mula berangan*

merdeka!

"selamat hawi mendeka!"
selalu terdengar pelat lidah anak2 menyebut perkataan merdeka.ahh~rindukan Malaysia seperti rindu kekasih lagaknya.selamat menyambut hari kemerdekaan kepada semua~


oh ye~status kawan2 kat facebook semua nak bantai letak happy birthday malaysia.ni nak marah ni.hello~dah lupa sejarah negara sendiri ke?31 Ogos hari kemerdekaan Tanah Melayu.Malaysia ditubuhkan pada 16 September ok.agak2 la nak buat status yang konon ranggi dari orang lain tapi jangan la sampai salah fakta.alahai..sabar je la..


the new semester has just begun.1st day of class has given me a horror glimpse of my busy life as a medical student for the next 10 months.help me!


yesterday i met one of my CRP doctors and i just don't remember her name.she wore a floral blouse just like mine.great.now i have another person having same clothes like me.bosan kot.dari dulu lagi asyik ada je orang yang sama baju dengan aku.kalau terserempak kat mall aku tahan lagi.ni sama place dengan aku.adoyaii~~


hari ni 2nd day of class but dah cancel.doctors semua dah mula bercuti agaknya..bahang  lebaran dah terasa.=)


oh..learning issue daku adalah infective endocarditis and myocarditis.semalam niat nak buat satu dulu sebab hari ni nak teman hajar pergi Bandung.sekali aku rasa kedai indra tu bubuh ajinamoto too much that i fell asleep so early.sangat tak puas hati dengan diri sendiri.


hmm..dah tak tau nak cerita apa.lain kali kita sambung cerita ok?till then..bye~

malam ni la liga start..wuhuu~

apa cerita hari ni?malam ni real madrid lawan.haha!


sebenarnya bukan itu yang nak dikongsi..tapi rasa banyak nak cerita,cuma tak terluah je.


ohh!!kudos to beesha sebab introduce game baru to me!baru download game tu.ok fine tipu.adin yang tolong download kan.thank you sayang.and memang addicted habis la.haha!been playing the game every morning and night.haha!thank you beesha~


mizah suggested to watch this one tv show called giuliana & bill or something..she thought of us as those two in the show,but since the internet is being impossibly "fast"..so i couldn't find the chance to watch it,just yet.


last night i got a bad news from ibu.there's a highly possible that i'm not going to be an aunt next year.maybe i asked too much that ibu raised her voice.terasa gila~sumpah kecik hati.macam aku pulak yang bersalah.tapi mungkin kerana "doraemon" aku banyak sangat,that's why emosi tak hingat!tak apalah.it was without purpose la lola..


so sebenarnya dah TER"down" hari ni.dengar lagu raya pun tak ada feel.rasa macam tak nak balik raya.sedih sangat.hoi lola!jangan simpan dalam hati la sengal!


ok rasa menyampah dengan diri sendiri.belum balik raya dah rasa tak best.great.lola.sila hantuk kepala kat dinding sebab mengada2.tolong jangan jadi bangang sebab esok dah mula kelas.


ok.emosi gila habis punya post kali ni.


perkataan favourite baru : ranggi.